My mom hates me. She don't understand anything i'm going through. The pressure, the pain, the urge, Anything. All she want from me is a fucking A1 when myself can't simply reach for it. She loves twisting words and love to give order without ending it with a thank you. I hate doing things for her cos at the end she'll scream and shout at me for not doing it right when i've already tried my best.
She loves to compare me with my sister. I cannot deny that she's better than me be it in attitude wise or study wise. She doesn't how sad i felt if i can't satisfy her especially when she expects me to pass my Exams. I tried, she doesn't know. I hate to cry in front of her, she might think i'm weak but i can't help it.
She doesn't trust me at all. Thats what she said. As far as i'm concern i didn't betray her trust. She sets unnecessary curfews for me to follow. I need my space as well. ): I've always wanted to run away.
I don't have anyone to talk to at home. Is there something wrong with me? cos everyone just keep avoiding me. My sister too. She doesn't like it if i'm above her.
Thanks god blogger exists or else i don't know where to vent out my anger.
Lastly don't blame me if i start to hate my mom bit by bit.
c to the t from URL @ 8:23 PM
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