How long can someone wait? everyone has it's limits to it's patience and so do i. It complicated i must say. Honestly i should be the one who texts him, saying " hahahaha, your hair's horrible", being there when he wants to cry looking across the block. I seriously think this isn't fair. I have to hide to look at him, pretending not to care.
And yes She may be way prettier than me, way what-so-ever than me but.. i'm not her. That's the difference. I don't take and throw someone if i don't need them anymore. I don't call someone a jerk when they leave you. I don't say "i miss you" when at the beginning i already called them a jerk. I don't make someone feel guitly when at the fact i'm the one who's in the wrong. And i DO care so much more then she does.
Everybody wants to be happy J, Everybody needs inspiration. You're lika dream to me. When i look at you, i see sadness. Or maybe you're just like that, i don't know but what's obvious you ain't laughing. I wish to see you atleast smile. You can't forever depend on her. You have got to move on. i hope.
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