 Mom didn't change. She's still the normal her. Normal means Bad. Bad enough to ruin my life! why am i saying that? It's not for fun. It's for real! She never fails to make me cry because i can't do anything to defend myself. It's not like i'm in the wrong. I didn't do anything wrong for goodness sake! She's just simply sensitive! Dammit. i really wish i could do something, really. ughs!
So now, i'm not communicating is any sense with her. i don't bloody care. If she thinks she wants to talk to me, then i may consider. Now another thing. grandma and grandad are on her side. wth. i really feel like killing myself.
Soccer was okay. Should concentrate more guys. jed was damn nervous so played the Reaction game with him. Not bad, improved. Score for today was 3-0.
c to the t from URL @ 9:25 PM
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