Don't be shocked when i say it's useless. My love life has always been like this since i don't know when. It has never been a successful one. Really. All will just go, " im not ready" and all. Same old story. I wasn't expecting it to be this way. I wanted to confess it myself and yea. My Girls should know. They know how torn am i. Torn lika piece of tissue paper in the toilet.
What can i do? i hate to force and i know forcing isn't the best choice. ( it will never be) What can i do?! really can't make anything to change for the better. Why isn't life being fair to me? My life has always been so Fkd-up for me ever since i stepped onto earth. this really has to change!
all i wanna do now is to SSSCCCRRREEAAAMM! i can't take this any longer, i'll die. Seriously i will. Oh god, puhlease! Make things for the better for me. I wanna enjoy life.
And j, you have no idea!
c to the t from URL @ 8:42 PM
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