Life is full of ups and downs. That applies to everyone including me. But.. i realized that mine is always at the bottom, maybe. I was just wondering because i don't seem to see any happiness unless i meet my friends and thats temporary. because after i leave them, it's over. Yea. Just like that. Mom always says i make my friends as my first priority. I mean how can i not to? She expects me to make her my first priority when at the same time she treats me like an enemy. What can i do to make things better? Both have to play it's own role isn't it?
I can't do my thing by myself, with no support/encouragement. I need my Mom back, my family back. I can't stand living my life like this any longer. Not to mention my dad, i don't talk to him. He does his own things while i do mine. It's like that everyday. He will only call my name when he needs me, or to vent out his anger bla bla bla. Normal for me. So let's not talk about him.
lastly, i think i need a boyfriend as only he can make me feel better? i guess. HAHA.
c to the t from URL @ 9:03 PM
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