I'm lost without him. Honestly i think i'm turning crazy each day. I think of him every minute unless i eat. In that case, i start to eat alot just to distract me from thinking of him. I remembered how he used to be my another half. We see each other everyday.
I cannot forget the moment we danced in the rain at the basketball court where people start to stare at us, but.. i do not care what they said. I was spendin time wisely for every single minute i'm with him. I didn't realized that was only temporary. But those moments were one of the best in my life so far. And i don't think i can just forget about it and it's something i don't want to forget.
17 july was the best among all. We went to Suntec to eat at the sky food court. We ate the same dish. I was forced to eat veggie and i'm willing to eat because of him. The merlion was one of the witnesses that witnessed how happy i was to be so closed beside him. The reason was, it rain earlier in the afternoon. And by the time night comes, the floor is wet. Lucky we found a dry patch at the stairs which fits nicely for the two of us. That explains how close i was beside him.
We took a perfect picture and thank god i still have it with me because that is the only thing left for me. He reminded me of my curfew then. We rushed to city hall to train back home. At that moment, it was 11pm already. I was sleepy in the train as i felt the nice cold temperature. He knew i was gonna drop dead any second that time. I was at his right-side when he used his left hand patting at his right shoulder, signaling to me that i can rest my head on him.
I shut my eyes, smiled and slowly tilt my head to reach his shoulder. He took my hand then put it at his chest. I could feel his chest muscles and also felt his heart beating so fast. After a while, he used his right hand to pull me infront of him to hug me. I rest my chin on his left shoulder. From there i know he felt the same way as i do. i hold his hand when we reached brad. We ran together, still holding hands. That was my favourite part. Before we say goodbye, i met his gaze. It was filled with lost of questions but i didn't ask. We said goodbye and never turned back. I reached home when he text me saying "i never felt such love before".
now he's gone.
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