i'm feeling very too protected by my parents. i can't stand it. i can't stand how they treat me. They should know i'm 16 already and will soon turn into 17 in like 3 months? The thing here is I WANNA GO CHEERLEADING AND SKATING AND DANCING AND GRAFFITI AND MEETING MY BESTFRIENDS!! why can't they just understand a simple thing. look i know blogging isn't gonna help but what more can i do dammit?! i can't just scream them in the face, thats no me(even i have the intention to do it earlier) god! please send me an angel to help me! really. i hate this life of mine so much.
and something BAD happened last night which made me cry like hell. look, everyone knows i miss having fun. i don't know how to explain it but, my close friends should know. i went online just to wait for him to online and when he does, my dad screams to shut down! god! he purposely didn't study just to chat with me as he has exams! THERES TOO MANY RULES IN MY OWN HOUSE FOR ME TO HANDLE! AND I CAN'T HANDLE IT FOR GOD SAKE! i can't even talk to my bestfriends, my whoever lar. really. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!
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