I'm having this weird feeling for a long time after i know him. i realized it's something called love. I've been searching for one for a long time. How can i be stupid for not realizing that love has always been with me. How stupid. i can explain a thousand words to describe how much i love him now. and he's the only thing/person that i wanna be with now and forever.. if god permits, insyallah. And if he does, it'll be my pleasure to keep him safely. I cannot believe i actually cry for him, just to talk to him and that made me realized. All said.
May god permits..
Now for the parents part,
I hate my dad more right now. Why is he ruining my life? i don't know. Why can't he just bloody understand that i'm already 16 and wants to do alot more things in life! i'm already a bloody teenager god dammit! Can you just stop this moronic idiotic RULES for god's sake! i Can't take it any longer as i wanna move around and meet people and to find LOVE! Why can't you just bloody understand! Atleast pity my situation! BLOODY NIGGER JERK!
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