hi love birds, everyone. it's been sooo long i've updated my blog. i miss my bestfriends, classmates, teachers and Art lesson.i shall tell you what happened, this could be a little revealing though.
okay. it started on wednesday night. When i was about to sleep, my throat actually hurts alittle. i told my mom about it and all she said was "go get medicine lar". well as you know i hated anything that has to do with pills,blood,hospitals,doctors, i didn't get anything for my throat that night.
the next morning, i could talk. was thinking of skipping school but.. yea. bathed. while bathing, i threw out my phlem. there's blood together with the phlem. i got so shocked wanted to scream but i can't. instead, i cried(silently) i was damn afraid i might get that H1N1. People die man.
went to school and was sent home back again. mom fetch me from her office. thats the last time i saw Tey, Ekah and Fit. :( while i was in the 'room' my temperature hits 38.2 Mrs loy was afraid of me so is Ms kim. haha! funny. they kept a distance for like 1.5m long? haha!
went back home with the Face mask on. people in the bus might think i'm a sicko or something. mom actually wanted to draw a-teeth-shape-like on my face mask. -_- i can't laugh nor defend.
homed realised i had my period. (damn) changed my clothes and off to my personal doctor. it's been quite a while since i've visited her. when i got there my temperature hits 39 this time. i felt like dying on that spot. meet doc. bla bla bla. she said if until Saturday i still don't get well, call the ambulance.
went home, eat, vomitted out again and again and again. if i'm not wrong yesterday was my 17 time vimiting in 6 days. now i've lost 2 kg. so it goes on time there's nothing for me to throw out, dad called the ambulance. i wanted to protest but as you can see i don't have a choice.
NOW guess what? the ambulance guy that took me was the guy that took Ayin when she got it by the FB stick. Damn. Hot. i couldn't do anything, with out make up. damn damn damn. so reached Tan Tock Seng(TTS). i thought i was gonna be sent to Ward straight away instead they DUMPED me at the conner with the Moving Bed.
the doctor came, checked me. " take out your shirt and bar". i was like WHAT THE?? you know?
i was damn embarrased that moment. so there i go stripping and there she goes pasting stiskers. hais. look at how my life has been. the worst thing was my phone was with my mom. i couldn't contact her.
so nurse injected me on my right hand. put in some medicine and then glucose water. so total glucose packet i've taken in is 11. IMAGINE. was placed at that so called clinic but CARPARK. damn. it's cold. i remember i was sent in at 6 and i got a ward at around 12am. IMAGINE.
i thought when i got my ward i could sleep peacefully but the doctor just can't stop bugging me with blood test and stuff. Damn. i didn't sleep that night. in the moring happily though i can go home but i have to stay another night. i actually cry infront of the doctor and nurses. i really miss home esp. when i'm sick. i miss my parents so much.
so stayed there for another night. MISERY. esp. when i'm alone in the room with 5 bed empty, only me alone in the huge room. i couldn't eat. i dreamt of him. haha. thats funny after a long time.his voice is like lulluby. the doctor took two cotton buds dig my nose and throat deep inside to take samples just in case of H1N1. while the samples are sent to the lab, no visitors allowed of 7 hours!!. i cry again, alone. no one can visit me. my blood hits the quilt. damn. cleaner help me change.
the doctor said 90% i could get that H1N1. i was like almost retard. bla bla bla, sleep, cry sleep cry.... morning atlast. doctor came in in the morning to check me. "you can go home today" whoa so excited. bathed, doctor came in again and siad i don't think you can go home today, you're still sick. wt^*&^$ right? i cried infront of my parents. haha. i begged to the doctor to let me go. so the doctor give in. that was like 2 hours later? -_-
went home, lots of medication given. went home pretend i'm okay so won't be sent back to hospital. vomited million times and at last grandma sent me to my personal doctor again. she inject my ass. damn it. it still hurt now.
lastly i miss THE WORLD
c to the t from URL @ 3:10 PM
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