firstly i wanna say thank you for being here for me and surporting me all along. for being here when i need someone to love. i can't expect anything good in life, but how long can i stand and go through this life? it's been years i've been wanting for someone to love, but when i think love's approaching it just have to turn back and go,away from me without me feeling it. what does it tells me? what does it explains? i can't just sit here and cry all day. i'm not strong. i need you, but now you went away too. i won't be calling you back, that's for sure. infact no one will be coming back to me and look at me. no one will be here for me, loving me. i wonder what kind of life am i having now? honestly, i hate my present life. no one to love and no one loves me. too bad for me i'm not as good looking as others. but what can i do? people hates me and i don't know why. every single steps i do, they have to throw comments. what do they want from me? imagine your own friends? family? where do i get love from? i'm all alone, suffering but who cares? no one!
okay here's a story of mine. so basicly i'm stucked at home doing nothing. didn't sleep peacfully cos of something, personal. slept on the bed, then on the floor at last outside on the sofa. woke up early. played badminton with dad. my ankle still hurts. wonder hows tomorrow gonna be.
conflicts after conflicts.
when will it stop?
i can't take it anymore.Labels: im pissed with myself.
c to the t from URL @ 11:27 AM
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