i've always hated Monday. i must say today sucks. firstly was nervous about the El debate thing. wasn't prepared for anything cos majority wants to back off. but on the other hand i was thinking about the 3n2s. they did lots of research i ust say. so maybe to them it's not fair to just walk away. but seriously i think they will win, and they did. todays debate is the most sukiest experience in my whole entire life! i will never touch anything got to do with debat anymore! made a last minute preperation. our points was no link to the others. so bla-bla-bla. ismarish.. hais i don't wanna talk about it but the main thing is he made 3n1 malu and i'm sure most will agree to me. i'm sorry ismarish but it's the fact. almost got into a fight with ekah just because of this stupid debate thing. * congrats 3n2! *
woke up in the morning with bloodstain around my nose. was sick for the past few days.
- astma attack
- running nose
- nose block
- cough
- flem
i hardly breath at night. always had to wake up. i think because i drank too much of bubble tea. yea. that's what the doctor said. no cold drinks for me and i think it's impossible. i'll die! chocolates are also being banned by the doctors but who cares? like i told you monday sucks. so no much story to tell. maybe tomorrow? yea. i miss someone but who? seriously speaking i don't know who. maybe if i were to know, i won't mention cos i know it's not the right person to miss. it's wrong. very wrong. i control myself from texting him, calling him and seeing him in school. pretend not to see him but at the fact that everywhere i go, i'll see him. i promise myself to avoid him. yes, that's my desision i've made. wait. i can't lie to myself. do i love him still? that's the question and i want the answer. eh why am i emoing? selamat tinggal sayang. ku akan sentiasa berada di belakang mu.
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