stucked at home again. did houseworks. so now im at the computer.cheerleading performance will be on friday. i'm super nervous. the whole school will be watching it. imagine i fall? wah! dead meat! suppose to go gym later with fei. i couldn't get any cent from anyone so i have to cancel it.

i wasn't feeling very well today. had leg cramps at 2.30am. i shouted that made my sis woke up. sorry! but it really hurts lar! next week fasting, so i hope my mom will still give me money so ican safe and buy a new mp3 or maybe ipod? hmm.

have not been taking to my mom lately. my dad too. i don't know what i do. seriously it's too much. i've been tolerating their attitude for don't know how long. they just don't change.i tried to change for the better but i think they don't notice it. what's the use man? when will they realise that i'm big enough to think. okay enough.