what am i doing here?
yes, what am i doing here? i don't understand myself. i'm in the middle of no support and love. just when i thought love is nearing, it has to turned back and go. go away from me. i'ts too painfull to go through this. what am i suppose to do now? i have to let him go even though i don't want it. i believe that things happened for a reason. watching people smilling with someone special beside, really is what i've been wanting, but it's just not happening.
today isn't a very good day for me. too tired with stuffs. i'm super happy that i didn't sleep in any of todays lesson. i've to continue it. i have to pass all my subjects in order to achieve my dreams. that's what's left for me to do and focus on. i can't be sitting here waiting for someone to rescue me, right?
i just can't accept the fact that i'm still in love with him. he's too special for me. ily so much.
ku hanya dapat berdoa atas kebahagiaan mu.
aku akan selalu berada di belakang mu, sentiasa.
dan aku akan sentiasa menyayangimu.
i'm not a follower nor a leader. i'm away from you, but watching you.Labels: i want chocolates
c to the t from URL @ 9:36 PM
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