pissed off with my mom! i really can't understand her. hais. i can't do anything. really. why is she like that? why is she to emotional? can't take things easy. always have to be angry at things. i can't talk to her. not me ofcourse! might get into a fight. but when comes to my dad, he won't bother about me. where can i get love from?

now change topic, it makes me sad. i really have to change myself, change the way i am now. my attitude sucks! my temper burst unexpectedly. my words hurt poeple. i really need to change. change for the better.

my studies flopping. need to concerntrate more.

my brother's sick yesterday night. he slept with me. didn't sleep well, had to take care of him. he had an astma attack. this reminds me of me when i'm young. the same thing happened to me when i'm young. used to be sick all the time. astma attack here and there. now things changed. i'm as healthy as ever! haha!