woke up early today. didn't go market. tidy up the house. super tired! washed the dishes, washed my shoe, mopped the floor, swept the house.... lot's more to mention. confrence with nico and aichoo. can't find a date for our next cheerleading training. promised dad to be home early starting tommorrow onwards. hais. today is the end of my world. the one i loved so much has become someone elses. it's time to let go.
i can only watch you happy. i only pray hard for my own happiness. oh god, i know you exitst, and i know you can see all these. you can see how much i loved him, how much i care for him, how much i wanted him. i'm begging you do something. 3 years. you're the only one left to help me.
maybe i think too much, yea. to tell the truth, he's the first one to make me cry, the first one i loved so much. that explains why i can't let you go and forget you that easily. i find you very very special. someone that changes me from a no confident girl to one now.
hais.. back to topic, today went to visit my cousin's house, cos my grand dad just passed away. had a mini gathering between families. took pictures, will upload it soon. haven't started on my malayblog. oh ya! don't forget guangyang, THERMOMETER!
aku benci kamu.
okay i just lied.
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